Time stopped

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With sadness I think of the stopped time

Tempo

I've lost count of how long it's been since October 17, 2020.

All I know is that on October 17, 2020 my time stopped.

Stopping time is not as beautiful as it may seem to those who are afraid of time.

Stopping time is staying in the balance, not going forward or backward.

It is running out of air, without the oxygen that is the Spirit.

God

Ieri sera parlavo amichevolmente con Dio, e gli ho chiesto: “because?"

And he replies: "for what?"

"Why should a boy, a teenager who has begun to bite into life fly away from the earth and all the new experiences that await him?"

And he replies, with his calm and loving tone: "consentimi il privilegio di donare premi solo ad alcuni, ai migliori. Ad Eugenio ho concesso il privilegio di evitare tutta la trafila della terra, ho già visto in lui quel concetto di santità dell’anima che tanto approvo e che tanto vorrei fosse il vostro quotidiano sulla terra. Ma sono ancora pochi coloro che ascoltano il mio messaggio".

Tears streamed down my face as I listened to him, and approved of his saying.

Sopravvivenza

Thinking back to an article written byInfant Jesus hospital, who we know well, about gliomas and the possibility of survival up to 24 months after the discovery of the disease, I shuddered at the word itself "survival".

Che parola atroce, che parola fredda e spietata. Ma il fatto che Eugenio, con il suo vetrino contenente tessuto celebrare, possa aver aiutato la ricerca, mi consola e dona pace alla mia anima martoriata.

Crocifisso

I return with my gaze to the crucifix, and return to the questions: "Dio, perché sopravvivere, e non vivere?"

Merciful and just, he replies: “You certainly don't have to ask me this. Go to the origin of the disease, of the diseases, and you will understand why you survive. Survive all the times you don't love; survive all the times you don't donate; survive all the times you curse; survive all the times you hate. Living means sharing; to live means to bless; to live is to love. "

Gospel

I listen to the Gospel and I recognize in it the medicine of my heart.

Ciao Eugenio, arrivederci a presto.